Happy

Walking home down south 3^rd and 4th

Holding tears in to hide the hurt

It’s been a full month, the season’s changed

I should feel fine again

Look through my old photos

Watch our funny videos

See our smiles shine brighter than the moon

I should feel fine again

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I’ve never felt this kind of pain before

But I’ve never felt this much love either

Text you I’m fine while I’m crying on the floor

Don’t want you to know that I’m still here

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I know I should feel fine again

My friends just say there’s brighter days ahead

But when you make me smile, I tell the truth

At least I can be happy around you

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Bury myself in work, distract my brain

Can’t look in a mirror without pain

Stay up too late and wonder

Would you be happier without me?

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I’ve never felt this kind of pain before

And you shouldn’t have to feel it anymore

You never had to know about the horrors

But your love and care is something I adore

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I’m sure that I’ll feel fine again someday

You say to just take it day by day

When you make me laugh, you know it’s true

You know that I’m happier with you

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I just don’t want to be the cause of your pain

It was never your problem, it’s all my brain

I wish I was strong enough to break this chain

But you make me feel fine again, through the rain