Where is the comfort I’m always searching for?
I’ve lost the sunshine I’ve always adored
They tell me it’s just one bad year
The sun will come back, the skies will clear
But I just want this pain to end
.
Every day seems to just be getting worse
Fake a smile through the grey sky curse
I’m feeling afraid all the time
Storms of sorrow through the nights
I just want all this pain to end
.
But it’s just a bad year
That won’t disappear
Filled with bad blood and the future’s unclear
Say that I’m fine
How often I lie
Fake another smile so they never ask why
It’s just a bad year
Feel so insincere
Have no one to lean on, no one by my side
It’s just a bad year
.
Feel the heartache every day
Ignore the tears, try to downplay
All this pain, just let it end
.
But it’s just a bad year
Scars for souvenirs
Cope with tattoos and cover up the bruise
Can’t ever breathe
Great or bad, no in-betweens
Stuck in nightmares for my reality
It’s just a bad year
There’s no sun here
Have no one to lean on, it’s only me
It’s a bad year
.
I don’t know how it got this far
How did everything fall apart
I’ve got no idea what to do
But I know I’ve got a good heart
None of it is my fault
.
I can find laughter when I need it most
Just with my friends
Could talk for hours and feel my smile grow
.
It’s just a bad year
It will disappear
The future is fine, the good times are near
Say that I’m fine
And mean it this time
I’ll smile so big that they’ll ask why
It’s just a bad year
It was filled with fear
One more bad day
It’s ok to cry just one more time
Cause it’s a bad year
It’s been a bad year
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