Love Me

I adored the world before it hurt me

Put everyone first, never thought of me

Used to live life so carefree

And so happy

Used to smile with such glee

Then I was just lonely

I looked at the world and I adored it

Then my view was distorted

I lost my orbit

Fell under

Felt like no one understood

How I suffered

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I’ve made it so far through this sea

Needed to lose myself to find me

Handled everything so strongly

Needed to hate myself to love me

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I’m sorry to hear that you were hurting

But you tore me down, gave me endless burden

There was nothing I could do

To help you

You just wanted to hurt me

Broke my healing

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Now I know I never deserved it

I lost myself but I found me

I could never forgive what happened

I had to hate you to love me

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It hurt so much, when they all blamed me

I felt like a monster that’d never be free

But I know it’s their healing

They need to hate me

And for that I feel sympathy

But I’m guilt free

I lost myself but know I’m free

I needed you gone to love me

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Now this door’s closed, it’s finally over

I’m still healing, but I’m stronger

I hope you’re resting, so I can rest too

Take that as my final goodbye to you