Could take a polaroid of everything wrong
Capture the moment where time’s still
Could tell you the wrong notes in our song
But I’m afraid at home with the chill
Still disoriented from the last time
Trying to find a clear mind, just want it all to disappear
You’re drinking at the parties
Come home shouting profanities, it’s probably not ok to live in fear
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1, 2, 3 AM again
You told me I’m conceited, obsessing again
You drank even more and I told you not again
How can I ever tell you this when you’re drunk again
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That I’m falling for someone else
How can I ever tell you that
I’m falling for someone else
There’s never a time I get to talk to you
I’m falling for someone else
I just want us both to be happy
I’m falling for someone else and just know we can’t be happy here
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Staying up late accidentally
I know that I’m never home mentally
My face has never looked so clear
You’re looking through my eyes, tell me they’re blear
Dosed in my medicine
Nothing but numb again, face finally doesn’t taste like salt
Relationship’s at deficit, nothing left for me to give
You blame me, I’m sorry, it’s my fault
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4, 5, 6 AM again
Sorry I’m an insomniac, out of bed again
Drown myself in my work and you tell me not again
How can I tell you this when I’m a mess again
I’m just not feeling alright
How can I ever tell you that
He makes me feel more alright
There’s never a time I get to talk to you
He seems really alright
I just want us both to be happy
I’m falling for someone else and just know we can’t be happy here
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